i’m not allowed to ask

im not allowed to ask
so i whisper it into her ear
“y do u have to be here?”
n im not allowed to ask
but i dont understand wat she says
n y i get knocked into a blaze…
n i have to burn for her sins
to light that fire when its dim
so she can see me
even tho i never get past her eyes
n all i want is to be
far away from all of her lies
the ones she told me all her life
n i could do nothin but try
n make up for the things she did
the gambles in which she bid
comin closer to sellin her soul
thinkin she was bein bold
n i ran for it every time
bringing it back from the grime
n it happens i was the angel
dyin for her in her Hell
she called it sacrifice
i called it massacre
she would roll the dice
n i saved her from her daggers
so i know i cant help but ask
“y cant u live without bein hurt?”