oh God it’s mocking me

March 20, 2008

oh God its mockin me
it loves betrayin me
goes in circles spinnin me
so i dont ask why me
but why NOT me
why cant i be like everyone else
why cant i be the real “myself”
n why … oh God why
why cant everything be a LIE?
… its cuz the sick are dyin
n their eyes are beggin
to live for em
to pray for em
n if i dont, then who
if i die, whos left
if i lose, whatll i do
if i stop, thats THEFT
of someone else’s death…
ill fight the devils, til my last breath

2 Responses to “oh God it’s mocking me”

  1. cholericjournal Says:

    hmmm… funny how i thought it only happen in my my life..
    He’s mocking and laughing for sure … hahaha
    on how desperate we are, trying so hard to figure his big plan.

    lovely poem BTW :)

  2. "And continue to remind, for surely the reminder profits the believers." [The Qur'an, 51:55] Says:

    Hi cholericjournal

    Actually, the poem wasn’t about how God mocks us. It was actually about how the devils play with our desires, throwing them in our faces over and over as if in a mockery that there is NO WAY we can overcome those temptations. It’s a cry out to God in a sense for some sort of protection so that we may succeed. Keep going.

    Thank you for your comment!

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