the thick fog that creeps into the night

the thick fog that creeps into the night,
the only time i ask for any relief,
the thick fog that comes into my mind…
and drugs me with fantasies
the ones i escaped in reality
and makes things go wrong
towards which i’ve stood strong
and burns me to the ground with its eyes
that i’ve left in shame so shy
and tells me i cant start again
that this Hell will never end
but i scream echoes hitting my skull
the horrors i lived wont get me killed
so quit invading my mind cuz to me ur gone
a new sun has dawned
and im standing in it with a glow
and ur in my dark shadows